Saturday, 7 May 2011

passing time

We didn't talk about anything heavy or light. We were just there together. And that was enough to put a smile on my face for the day. Those were the days.

How I wish I could turn back the time to hearts where I belong.. =( 
How I wish I could turn back the time to where all of us stayed in one place and had fun laughing.. =(
How I wish I could turn back to 2010.. =(
How I wish I could be the one who would start fixing everything to be okay..

Life can either be accepted or changed. If it is not accepted, it must be changed. If it cannot be changed, then it must be accepted.
Changes. easier said than done, yeah? 

Change is never easy. You fight to hold on. You fight to let go. and I believe any change, even for the better, its always has its drawbacks and discomforts. sigh. I dont know where to start or specifically to bring back the good times we had together. ( 'we' particularly referred to those people. You should know who you are)  I'm still figuring out why and how could this come up, where things are going differently and leave something unpleasant to me.

I just need some retail therapy. Period.


music to ease.

Check out on Mattt! He's one of the hottest hunks. grrr rawwrrr =D ba-bling ba-bling.

Seems like everybody's got a price, 
I wonder how they sleep at night. 
When the sale comes first, 
And the truth comes second, 
Just stop, for a minute and 

Why is everybody so serious 
Acting so damn mysterious 
Got your shades on your eyes 
And your heels so high 
That you can't even have a good time 

Everybody look to their left (yeah) 
Everybody look to their right (ha) 
Can you feel that (yeah) 
We're paying with love tonight 
It's not about the money, money, money 
We don't need your money, money, money 
We just wanna make the world dance, 
Forget about the Price Tag 
Ain't about the (uh) Cha-Ching Cha-Ching. 
Aint about the (yeah) Ba-Bling Ba-Bling 
Wanna make the world dance, 
Forget about the Price Tag. 

We need to take it back in time, 
When music made us all unite 
And it wasn't low blows and video hoes, 
Am I the only one getting tired 
Why is everybody so obsessed 
Money can't buy us happiness 
Can we all slow down and enjoy right now 
Guarantee we'll be feeling Alright. 

Everybody look to their left (yeah) 
Everybody look to their right (ha) 
Can you feel that (yeah) 
We're paying with love tonight 
It's not about the money, money, money 
We don't need your money, money, money 
We just wanna make the world dance, 
Forget about the Price Tag 
Ain't about the (uh) Cha-Ching Cha-Ching. 

awww, adorable =D

too cutee. too cuteee. 

Friday, 6 May 2011

lets scoop

Thats Diane Kruger. Look at her shoes! Me love it. darn, it looks sexy on her and very simple strappy peep-toe pumps. look! look! pretty pretty. i want :(

and girls, If you would like to buy heels/booties/pumps/wedges, make sure it has the platforms, even if you were to walk for long hours, it doesnt hurt you much :) 


In most things, there is no perfect. I bet. Life is composed of shades of gray. If you expect to see perfections in everything, then head down! you will be disappointed and your self-esteem will become lowered. tell me which of the things you see or know, precisely described as "PERFECT"?

Lets just say, there is a guy sees a 'drop dead gorgeous girl walking down the street with flawless skin, red hot chilli peppers pouty lips, with a nice, sexy toned body, who has a tight perky butt' he instantly takes a clause of 'she is too perfect for words' and the description goes on.. he is right, in fact we do that as well, we often get blinded by the beautiful looks someone has, and assume he or she is perfect just because he or she got the plus point for the looks. but, behind all the perfect descriptions, do you actually know how she is? 

the guy might have this thought to walk up to the girl and suggests to form good bond between them. there are two possible things would happen : 1) the guy admires the beautiful looks she has and falls head over heels in love with her, he even thinks the girl blows off his mind in every way or 2) the guy admires the beautiful looks she has and when he is given an opportunity to walk on her shoes, he will be able to pinpoint her flaws immediately and the relationship or even worst the friendship ends.

sometimes you may look at someone or something as beautiful matter but everything has its pros and cons or everyone has their own good and bad qualities. Sometimes we look people in the spotlight and picture them as perfection. and we often put hopes on a certain someone defining perfect, he/she will never be a let down to us. that is absofuckinglutely wrong! never hope for someone to be perfect as you want them to be. if you catch them doing mistakes, do not judge, as the mistakes they make, become their lessons in life. 

iN LIFE, there are enough times when we are disappointed, depressed and annoyed. We don’t really have to go looking for them.We have a wonderful world that is full of beauty, light and promise. Why waste time in this world looking for the bad, disappointing or annoying things when we can look around us and see the wondrous things before us?

I believe that WE ARE HAPPIEST WHEN we see and praise the good and try our best to forego the mistakes of our  partner/friend.
Nobody’s perfect but we can find perfection in them to change the way we see them. Its is necessary to understand the difficulties and be a helping hand to each other….THAT BRIGHTENS THE RELATIONSHIP.


Today's life of mine is super duper busy like a restless bee. Have you seen a busy bee looking for food to suck? That exactly what I am today! I had been busy buzzing around looking for something to make my day a fruitful one. Speaking of fruitful, it is not only fruitful but a very memorable one because it challenged my ability to think deeply as I used to do during my college days. To think deeply and look for a solution to the problem given is such a very challenging part.

Well guys, just let me mumble tonight because it seldom happens to have this time to mumble nonsense thoughts of mine. But I think mumbling about my life will make sense after all. ;p 

byeee kiddies :p

reject something you don't understand.

There are many selves. we contain many parts. when you observe urself, you are many things. I mean yeah, you have a social self, work self, love self, sometimes you are happy and sometimes you are sad. when you begin to understand the workings of these parts then you begin to have a sense of who you are.

Knowing yourself is not like some abstract painting. it involves seeing yourself as a whole, being honest with yourself, talk truth about your feelings and not just using RATIONALIZATIONS to explain your thoughts as always AUTOMATICALLY RIGHT. at some point, rationalization or justification is stupid. I'm telling this, not seeing myself as perfectly right, I even never close to the word, but sometimes when you express yourself, people often criticize. Why? Because they themselves know nothing about :)

Lets just take this as a lesson :

When X starts talking to me and I seem to be saying something that makes no sense. Naturally, X thinks "whattheeehackkkk" or "Darn, the girl is fucking weird" or if X has known me for a while "i have no idea what you're talking about" and as aresult, X will start explaining his/her point of view or just stop listening to me altogether. After all, X would think I'm just talking gibberish, right?

In these cases, its so easy to dismiss a person's input, and we often keep our thinking patterns and make the other person feel offended about how they feel. WELL, it should not be this way. I learnt that. If a person tells you how he/she feels, pay close attention to what she/ he is going to say, it doesnt cost a fortune to u right? or does it harm you, no? yes? so, just listen. If you would like to share your point of view, probably you are welcomed to do so, but do not criticize. its an ugly thing. even if you were to put make-ups to make yourself look pretty, with all that has been criticized about, you still look fuglyyy with the attitude.

If you start to criticize, or being judgemental towards people, and do not question if in the future, you'll be going through the same thing. It really doesnt allow you to grow in any way. you knw why? cause you are doomed to have the same thought process foreverrrrrr!

life becomes mundane when you thought you knew everything. because you reject other people's perspectives and there is nothing for you to learn. and the world starts to become a pretty predictable and boring place. and you get stuck in the same thought pattern spirals over and over again, and HATING ANYTHING THAT'S DIFFERENT OF DOESNT MEASURE UP TO OUR EXPECTATIONS. cliche.

Try to resist the urge to reject other people's point of view outright and try to understand their perspectives. after all, our purpose is to expand as a person kan? just start by holding back our thoughts of disagreement and try to really listen what other person is saying. just keep askin him/her questions until we understand perfectly what he/she is trying to talk and why he/she thinks the way he/she does. its simple.

at some point, ull get to learn about the person and the context from which he or she is speaking.  and we can actually relate our experiences to the context then the things the person does will make sense, at least.  if it makes sense, then its easy to go deeper and make a better decision. right? IF WE HAVE NO IDEA WHAT THE PERSON IS SAYING, HOW CAN WE DISAGREE WITH IT??!

Let the person feel the feeling of being understood. and it will let him/her  to much more open to trying your perspective. once you understand and feel understood, what is there not to like?

when it comes down to it, you could make good bonds. ;)
as long as the person is not impacting negatively your existence in any significant way, why not just accept the person and be okay with it? besides, who knws she/he might help you down the line

we are only here for a short time, do u really want to spend the time hating someone?

stay beautiful, never give a damn about what people think. :)

Wednesday, 4 May 2011

I had a very good evening two days ago. :) Went out with a friend of mine who I knew more than 10 years back. It was quite nice meeting up because we went through a lot together and we haven't really seen each other much to communicate one to one for quite a long time. finally :)

Thanks, buddy!

we see mistakes of people very clear, but we often blinded by our own faults.
Have a laaavvvvlyyyy dayyyy peopleeee!